Here's a story of a girl,
 Living in the lonely world,
 Alone and helpless,
 She has no light in her world.

Everyday she waits,
 Waiting for a person who will bring light to her,
 She looks strong,
 But inside her is crying,

Whenever the darkness draws nearer,
 She wonder how can she be free without the light,
 But she never stop waiting.

She starts to dream,
 If I get stronger,
 If I open my door,
 Will you notice me and bring me the light?

If I be more patience,
 If I open all my doors and window,
 Will you notice me?


ME!!!Y


Sim Zhen Yu[snow]
12/01/91[Capricorn]
Holy innocents' primary
Serangoon garden secondary
republic ploy[DNM]

Death does not mean that it ends but a new beginning and recantation.

我看见了人类丑陋的一面，认为十分的可怕也认为十分有趣。

不要轻言放弃，佛则对不起自己。

Let everyday be new move towards Ur dreams in order to succeed in life…

Music is universal and music is what I hear every day and music to me is eternity alive.

不要在乎别人的眼观，只要行得正，做得正，就好了。

让我自由吧。。。我要飞越那堵高墙。直达我的乐园。。。 p>

DESIRESY

best flutist
to have my own flute[altus]
to stay overseas , have my own house and a nice car
to study overseas
to be with my friends forever
to work in my favourite industry and earn lots of $$
LIKESY

music
freedom
swimming
dreaming
watching dramas
LOATHESY

raw pineapples
betrayers
ppl who likes to hurt others
ppl who order my life
I dun want to be a 便利贴

LEAVE ME A TAGY


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pei xin[rp]
Bing Long[rp]
Eunice[rp]
Ah Kai[rp]
Kenzi[rp]
Joan[rp]
kubbon[rp]
leonard[niesb youth]
wei jie[niesb youth]
gena[niesb youth]
yee min[niesb youth]
ivy[niesb youth]
sec band
angeline[sgs junior]
siti[sgs junior]
k0xfamily
brian
gladys
amalina
qais
shahman[1]
shahman[2]
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Saturday, May 31, 2008
6:32 AM












































yesterday i lost my wallet...



i was dissappointed in myself...




i wanted to stay back in school to search...




but everyone hold me back...




because it is invain...




i lost my emily wallet with my identification card, my e-z link card, POSB ATM card as well as $20 of cash...




heart pain... PA!PA!PA!...




thankx for yu shan who lend me money to go back home and accompanied me to report the issue although she lives at bedok and mumtaz who helped me to contact those in class who have see my wallet although non say they saw it...




i cried when i was on my way to ai yuan's house...




all the holiday planning may need to be change...




after the police and security guards deduction it was that my wallet got stolen in the lift...




i went to the police station[accompanied by ai yuan-sleepy[thankx for her accompany]] to the hougang neighbourhood police headquaters to make at report at 11pm...




the police was quite humorous...




he asked me which year i'm in, in chinese, and i say 1991. in actual he was asking me which year am i in RP... hahaha...




next he asked me how long have i been staying at hougang distrinct and i say since primary 2 and his answer was"i dun wan to do maths, dun tell me to do maths" funny!




ai yuan who was going t fell asleep laugh and i also laugh and i feel like asking" why you dun wan to do maths isit your maths FAIL" ai yuan stopped me...




it took me almost an hour for a police report and this is what he typed upon me...




"on 30/05/2008 at about 1635 hrs, i had last seen my wallet in my sling bag as i placed an accessory into my bag wallet. my wallet was placed in one of the pockets of my sling bag and it was sercured.




on the same day at about 1650hrs, when i was about to pay for my tibits, i realized that my wallet was not in my sling bag. i have made a search but no avail.



during the short span of 15 mins, i took one of the lifts in my school and was about to go home. while in the lift, there was a big group of students in it and inn it was very squeezy as everyone was rushingg for home.



i wish to nform that i have no suspect in mind. i am lodging this report to replace the stolen items.



that's all."



it is about 2 pages...



this morning i wke up at 10.30am as i returned home and finished my reflection journal at 2am...



i knew that i was late for band and without money as well as an e-z link card it was difficult for me to travel around...



therefore i request my little brother for his e-z link card and 10 dollars from my mom for my meals and other emergency use...



i left the house very late therefore i told si on and the rest not to wait for me i'll travel to NIE by myself...



guess what...



i made it without anyone's help...



today practice made me see the improvement i made for this week's practice...



i brought back the old flute to practice...



after kowning that i'm included for the upcoming cmpetitin and festival i was happy and glad...



RPWS was also in the same interval[1st]...



which means i will see the RPWS members who had interviewed me in the past...



today was almost great although my wallet is gone , feeling ok because i was totally surrounded by music today...



got to go and watch anime and practice the flute...



look forward for tomorrow's planning which was to create another blog about another x-family story which we have created...

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Thursday, May 29, 2008
8:57 PM

last day of school...
tomorrow is NIE practice...
planning of vacation starts today...
lots of talks going on today...
personal, thoughts all came out of my mouth...
the unintensional of hurting another people...
now in decision whether am i going to my friend's house[ai yuan]...
thinking of what actually i can do during the two weeks...
refresh myself?
i suddenly remember that i have not predict anything using my tarot card since 'O'levels...
my cards should be feeling neglected and angry that i never touch it for nearly half a year...
thinking of what to do after today's lesson...
think,think,think...
ah... my head need to crack liao...
going... not going... going...???
haha... my final decision is i'm going to ai yuan house till 8pm...
then home to iron clothes and prepare myself for tomorrow's exciting practice...
AHH...
NEED TO DO HERBAL HAIR TREATMENT ON TUESDAY AT JALAN KUKOH...
GOING BACK TO MY SECONDARY SCHOOL ON WED...

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Sunday, May 25, 2008
8:38 PM


i joined the NIE youth band....

i was recommended by my godbrother...

i know the conductor of the youth band as he was one of my school instructor for band...

i was excited and nervous on sat...[the day for the practice]

the place was big...

it was in one of the school in NTU...

i know more friends...

who has the same burning passion in music..

glad to know that everyone there is quite sweet...

happy to know that mr kuek was the conductor of the band...

glad that jia huan, sheryl and si on joined the band too...

happy that i have leonard[saxaphone],jiemin[flute],yu fong[tuba]...

hope to have more friends...

hope to play better...

hope to be able to finish conqering all obstacles of the music pieces[loch lomnd, sinfonia nobilissima, an...]

wished for the better and better everytime i play the pieces...

dreamed of buying a personal flute which is good and i can use it till i'm feeble and old...

dreadful to know that i almost stone when it combining together playing the grade 4 piece...

only able to play at the soothing parts...

NEXT TIME I WILL DEFINITELY BE ABLE TO BRING THE FLUTE HOME AND PIECE TO PRACTICE AND PRACTICE TILL I CAN EASILY BLEND IN ON THE THIRD PRACTICE...

FESTIVAL HERE I COME....

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Wednesday, May 21, 2008
6:33 PM




want to know the result of the audition?

terrible,horrible.......... i was out/rejected.

i was depressed the whole day after receiving the e-mail that i was not chosen.

actually i receive the result two weeks ago but i decide to write it on my board because i finally let that issue go. although it was hard to accept but I'll accept it.

i told my god brother about the result and how disappointed i was, but i told him that I'll never give up music because of this reason.

after that, my god brother encourage me and tell me to join the NIE band.

i was trilled upon hearing that i can join the NIE band.(",)(=p)(=o)(=ε)(=ϡ)(=B)

then my god brother keep on saying♫♫nie♫♫nie♫♫nie♫♫nie♫♫

i was so happy that i can finally continue my dreams and my passion in music which lighten my life everyday.

after knowing that i can join NIE i was told to go with my god brother,jia huan-Chan[who encourage me to go as well] and Sheryl-Chan[classmate and band mate for 3 years], this Saturday to NIE further information will be given to me later in the day.

i was also told that the piece was quite hard but I'm not going to give up.

i promise once i was in NIE i am not going t quit till my dreams and goals come true.

after hearing the news that i can go to NIE i started telling AI yuan-Chan, asking her to join in the NIE , actually she was once in band but she left the band due to some problems. she is a really good percussionist[good rhythm].

but in the end i was only told that she was able to go with me on next Saturday.

i ask her to join in because she had the passion and same as me to her 'music is her life'

lastly, these photos is taken on 19 may [vesak day] when AI yuan-Chan and i were on our way home.



NIE I'm coming....

gambatae...

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Sunday, May 4, 2008
8:01 PM





WAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


I have chosen to sign up RPWS [republic polytechnic wind symphony] as my IG.i went for the tune-in session last week and the piece that we played during the tune-in session is not easy as the piece that we played is a piece which is a waltz piece and I had never played a waltz piece before as my band usually plays jazz and musicals music piece, therefore it is a big step for me and also a very good challenge. In the end I only can catch up in some sessions and also parts of the music piece.

I was choose to enter the interview which questioned me regarding about of my commitment in the band whether am I able to have my full commitment in this band in order to let me join in wind symphony.I did my best in answering their commitment questions and YAHOO,MIAMI!.I finally finished my nervous interview and I waited for a mail to see whether I am qualified for the audition which falls on today. YAHOO!!! I was qualified for the audition. YEAH!!!Today was a nervous day as I had to attend the audition after school and this was what it was written in my mail.Hi all,Thank you very much for attending the interview.As mention during your interview, there will be an audition for all of you.I have scheduled all of you on Monday(05/05/08).The venue will be at TRCC practice room 3C(Please take the lift up to 3rd storey when you arrive at TRCC, turn left after you come out from the lift)The auditions will commence at 5.30pm. Meanwhile, the room will be open at 5pm for all of you to practise before your auditions. The piece for auditions will be what you had played during the tune-in session, Merry Widow.Do prepare scales up to 3 sharp, 3 flat. Here’s the schedule like for the auditions:5.30pmFlute6pm Oboe6.10pmSaxophones6.30pmClarinet You are welcome to arrive earlier to practice your instruments.Instruments WILL BE PROVIDED. Remember, we are not finding for the best player only.Good luck and don’t worry. Just play your best and smile.=)See you all! Although he said that he is not finding for the best player but the hardworking ones but I’m not sure whether am I qualified to be a hardworking player.Today I even try to wear much more fanciful clothes and put up some make-up.Got to go to do ppt.Talk to u soon when I’m qualified.


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