yesterday i helped my neigbour's daughter with her maths problems and gave her tuition...
after giving her tuition i received $10 from her mum...
but in actual i didn't intend to collect money from her or take her money...
because i think that education is something that should be used to earn money...
i think that education is something that can't be bought using money...
it is the same as knowledge...
therefore, i told my neighbour that next time when i gave her children tuition i don't expect any money from them but i expect her children will be able to get a good result based on the knowledge and teachings that i pass it to them...
i am excited, happy as well as unpatient because tomorrow is a day where ai yuan my best friend is having a sleepover at my house for a night or two...
i kept thinking that how to spend the days in my house together with my friend...
ahhhhhh..... think till brain cracking.... never mind... just look forward tommorow...
yesterday i heard from my godbrother that this following sat the NIE youth band is holding a gathering but i think that either i am bringing ai yuan over togethre since she is sleeping over in my house or i will either go with the NIE youth band next time...
i also had thought of other things such as is there a complete change in me so on...
after that i found out that i still could not fully shake away the past therefore i cannot fully have a new transformation...
recently, i am back to the point where i start thinking thati am still living in the past, the old me again...
although lots of things have changed but i think that it has not really changed and transform me...
although i am moving in pace but my heart seems to be slowing me back...
now the only thing i can do is to use my past as part of my life story...
I WANT TO TRANSFORM TO CHANGE FROM THE BETTER AND SHAKE THE PAST AWAY SO AS NOT TRY TO RELY ON SOMEONE TO SAVE ME AGAIN...
Will you ever notice me...
Sunday, June 22, 2008
7:03 PM
sasagemashou mune ni yadoru hikari
hoshi ni naru kibou ashita ga mieru
ai suru hito yo mattete okure
kokoro no mado ni tatsu sadame no yokogao
tomoshimashou yume wo mamoru hikari
hoshi wa tada hitori erabe to tsugeru
ai suru hito ga watashi wo yobeba kawaru
uruwashiku tachi mau kegarenaki hane
seoimashou miko no inochi no hikari
hoshi ni naru tame ni umarete wa naranu
ai suru hito ni idakarete nemure
horobi ni tatsu kuni no monogatari wa owaru
chikaimashou tsugi no sekai no hikari
hoshi ga kanaderu uta umarekawaru toki
ai suru tame ni saigo no otome to nemure
I'll sacrifice the light that dwells in my heart
A star turns into hope, I can see the future
My beloved, wait for me
The profile of fate that stands at the window of my heart
I'll light the light that protects dreams
The star says to just chose one
But, if my beloved calls me, it will change
Untainted feathers dance beautifully
I'll carry the holy child's light of life
To become a star it can't be born
Sleep in the arms of your beloved
The story of the country waiting for an end concludes
Let us swear to the single ray of hope
When the heavens are reborn with the shooting star
I will also fall asleep in order to love
i finally got the letter from NIE, the letter for"request for the leave of absence from school" letter.
after receiving it i was more determined in moving towards my goal and dream as well as the day i'm going to performed for the first time with the NIE band[youth]
the day for the singapore international band festival(SIBF) where my first performance with the NIE [youth] will be held on the 24 of july, meaning that i can skip school for a day to enjoy music.
the NIE[youth is in the 1st division group.
the time to assemble in NIE is at 1000hrs
the reporting time at the republic culture centre is at 1225hrs
the performance time is at 1325hrs
i got a feeling that i will lose out because before us was the raffles' girls symphonic band and after us was the raffles institute military band.
both raffles!!!
but i was certain that under mr kuek guidance we will definitely get good result...
jia huan said that it was quite unbelievable and ridiculous to her because we just joined NIE and we are being included to perform in the singapore international band festival with the NIE[youth]
therefore!!!!!!!!!!!!!
24 july i'm coming....
may we get good results...
upon the lyrics above is one of my favourite song...
i like it because the lyrics is so special...
Labels: 我喜欢赢在起跑线上的感觉...
Will you ever notice me...
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
6:17 PM
DARKNESS
i can only dream hope everyday...
my darkness can be seen everytime...
my darkness are my worries...
i can only dream, dream of happiness,
dream about hope,
drean about freedom,
and dream the only light that i have in my dreams!
FEAR
my worries are my fear,
overcoming does not help...
i need to open all my doors,
to let people help...
i felt like living in the dark where no one could be seen,
locking it and never come out!
my worries are my fear!
COMMENTS BY SORA
your worries are your fears,
your fears are your darkness,
your darkness are your weaknesses.
and this forms another cycle.
life is nothing other then pure voidness.
the decision lies in your hands;
the decision whether to live on and cling to life or just let it go and fall to eternal darkness. xp
Labels: 与其一直说对不起...不如让自己加油...
Will you ever notice me...
Sunday, June 15, 2008
8:25 PM
this is the pictures i took for NIESB[Youth] and for the flute session...
let me introduce to you one by one...
firstly from the right ladies are=jia huan,jie min,yee min, ivy and lastly me and the guys from the right is forgot the name[will edit once i know him better] and wei jie[the funny one]...
it has been almost a week...
since i last blog...
many things happen during holidays...
i watched a new taiwan drama series...
i went to NIE practices...
i got back my stolen wallet...
i think the mosy of the time i was practicing my flute, watching videos and sleeping...
i slept alot...
almost every day during the holiday i slept till noon...
happy to say that this is my first few photos for NIESB [youth]...
hope that there is more to come so can show you all...
i kept practicing for sinfnia nobilissima,loch lomond and anchors aweigh...
althought there is a slow improvement but i am glad that i still hve improvements and glad that actually i can work more...
mr kuek startled me during one of the practices as i was curious and like to try and practice new parts i took the 1st flute and piccolo part and play the solo part but i was not aware that actually went i was playing the solo mr kuek was just standing behind me... everyone started to kept quiet and this is when i felt that someone was behind me, turning around i was shocked to see mr kuek... but he did give comments that i need to put in more feelings to the song... to make the solo more outstanding... therefore i was improving on that now...
Labels: 人生就像一场赌局，不可能把把都赢。只要筹码在自己手上，就永远都会有希望！
Will you ever notice me...
Friday, June 6, 2008
7:41 PM
i post this pic, is because i like this person's character...
how about a guessing game guess who is she...
my wallet is finally found by the security guard in poly...
but all my money lost...
got stolen...
my planning resume...
but a sudden incident happen...
one of my relative pass away...
today is the last day of the wake but i can't attend because i decided to go to band...
my dad also tell me to go to band...
because he know that it is important to me...
i have practice the piece"sinfonia"..
i still have a long way to go...
knowing that i will never give up...
i will prove it to other people and thank mr quek for recruiting me although i'm not a good player...
hope that i'll be able to blend in more during my third practice...
i created a blog related to "zhong", which me and ai yuan had thought about the story...
now i'm going to bath and attend the practice for the week for NIE youth...
hope that my effort will trash the RPWS...
let them have a look that although i'm not a good player but i'm at least a hardworking player...
best regards to my relatives today...
thankx and goodbye...
Labels: life is not everlasting...
Will you ever notice me...
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