yesterday i went out with the NIE youth band to watch rehearsal NDP fireworks at the esplanade[durian shell]...
it was an interesting and fun trip with them...
in this trip, i actually played with Wei jie, xing hua[that guy which i say that i am not so familiar with, now i am familiar with] and also yu fong...
i become wei jie and his 1st gay partner xing hua's ka ti[subordinate]...
we have lots of fun...
i even taught yu fong different ways of tickling other people...
i laughed when i Saw those person who has been tickled...
i joined in too... HA HA
although the fireworks was not more than 10 mins but i was so clear and when we looked at it in our sitting area it look as if it is exploding above our heads...
the pictures are the ones i took there because i feel that it is what the city is beautiful about...[please don't mind that it is blur]
the videos are the videos that i have taken during the fireworks display...[enjoy]
yesterday is also Si on my god brother's birthday...
just to wish him on the blog...
Will you ever notice me...
Sunday, July 6, 2008
6:56 PM
last Saturday was my turn to sleepover at AI yuan's house...
the sleepover was great...
but before that i went to NIE for practice...
the professor ho was indeed a person who is very good in conducting...
he has special conducting techniques...
he has special way of communicating...
my korkor laughed all the way when he was conducting...
when he showed korkor how to insert his reed properly, i was shocked and i remember the whole band laughed... 哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈...
after that we left boon lay...
i accompanied my korkor to take bus...
on our way we talked about lots of things...
he asked why i would want him to be my korkor...
i think that at that time i have only simple answers which is not really exact...
therefore i will answer again this time...
1st-i want to have akin who can be by my side to support me even we don't have any DNA relation...
2ND-he is the person that i can trust and i believe he will never ever betray me...
3rd-without him i will still be a lonely and helpless person
4Th-without him i will not be able to continue in my music route and feel so happy...
5Th-i hope to have someone who can be my brother to guide me and protect me at certain times to bring me away from my sorrow...
6Th-i want to be best friends with him forever therefore not to break this bonds lets be god brother and god sister to bring us to become like a family...
7Th-want to be by your side to go through the up and downs...
8Th-i admire his dreams...
9Th-hope that he will feel what is to be to have a sister as he does not have any...
lastly-because i will be very proud of myself and him to be my god brother whom i adore...
next, we talked about humble...
he said being humble i will be blessed in the latest years but i am still not sure that i will really be blessed but just to say that i am very blessed to have him as my korkor...
hope he feels the same too...
i waited till he board bus 147 and i went back home after that to prepare for my sleepover at AI yuan's house...
after arriving at AI yuan's house we watched movie[L-change the world]
i was really nice and funny...
the kid named near was a funny...
L was also very funny....
conclusion the movie was nice...
after that we headed to the bedroom watch the old times animation...
in the animation the 萤火虫 firefly supposed to be blue but the show's character keep saying that it is green...
i wonder whether the characters in the show go colour-blind...
we slept after that...
when i was sleeping i don't know that my mum is actually calling my phone..
i only know it when i reached home in the night the next day...
never mind the case is solved...
when we were closing our eyes waiting to dozed off, we talked about what my brother told me about humble...
the next thing i know after the conversation was that i was fast asleep...
the next day, AI yuan then told me that i was talking in the middle of my sleep and i looked confused...
i just only remember that i have another foggy and blur dreams...
after that i hope that this dream will not come true as most of the time the dreams were true same as the one i dreamt on Mrs john and one of my relative who was dead lying in the coffin...
breakfast on Sunday was two half-boiled egg , a toast and kopi-milk...
delicious...
AI yuan and i started planning on going to swim at toa payoh but a sudden rain changed our plan to go to swim at the condo again instead..
i don't know why i was feeling cold that time even though i have a high tolerance in the pool...
AI yuan said that i was going to have a flu...
after coming up from the pool, we sit at the bench, i asked AI yuan a question, imagine what we will be in five years time...
AI yuan answered that we will still be best best friends because we live so near... i was so touched when i heard this answer because it is the same as me... i was really glad and have feelings that even words and actions cannot be describe...
after that we went to the hougang point to buy salad ingredients, chips,sweets,chocolate and herbal tea...
the salad taste great i love it, i finish the whole bowl of salad within a few minutes...
next we watched a touching, funny animation on ghost, skating , and romance...
next, continue anime..
in the end, dinner and home...
a tired and happy Sunday i have...
just to say...
i was happy to have AI yuan as my very very understanding best friend, pal and like a family member...
have Si on as my god korkor...
jia huan as my best pal...
have shi xin as a good friend...
have xiao qian as a friend for more than 4 years of friendship...
希望找到一个爱我的人,而且我也很爱他...
Labels: 平凡没什么不好...平凡的才最有力量...
Will you ever notice me...
Thursday, July 3, 2008
11:11 PM
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when i saw the problem statement for today's module i really hope that it can happen to me...
today's problem is [[WHO AM I?& IMAGINE YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING AND LOST YOUR MEMORY? WHAT WILL YOU DO?]]...
my first answer to my group mates are i have never lost my memory before how would i know???
next my answer to them is i hope that i can lost my memory...
because who will want to remember how your closest people in your live betray you and used you as a tool...
i kept thinking...
if one day i really lost my memory, i don't want to remember how i found out that the person closest to me betray me and hurt me...
as i have been chosen to close myself in a dark room at times, hoping that no one wll find me, so that i will not get hurt again...
i always want to prove myself...
although at times i succeed but in the end i will ask myself why i must go this far and get hurt at times...
i just can end the emotional hurt in myself...
it has become a great big scar...
therefore, i always tell the others that i am escaping from the scar at times... although i know that i could not escape from it forever...
it hurts me but i hope that it will remind me...
i admit that i was a person that i don't know what to do in my later lifes but once i was triggered by music and i was fasinated by the symphonic band...
i started to pursue these dreams...
in the past i am living in delimma...
when i was young i was helpless...
when i grew older in a few years i start to know how to protect myself...
when i reached my stage as a teenage i start to know that the only way of protecting myself is to wear mask and close up myself at times...
but i believe that one day someone will help me open all my windows allowing light in and also bring me away and fly towards the place where there is no darkness and a place with all doors and windows but a place without any doors, windows and darkness...
to me that is the palace of purity and light...
我已经把它当作是我人生中的故事,我创作和继续生存的养分!!!
重要的是如何生存,不是如何死去。
Labels: 幸福--让人觉得温暖,安全,又有一种如履薄冰的恐慌,好像随时会消失。
Will you ever notice me...