Wednesday, February 24, 2010
5:54 AM
bad things starts coming up and up for this year,
first of all is my classmate, now is my uncle,
he now is still lying in hospital, still unconscious...
however, i decide to live my life to the fullest,
recently i starts to fell in love with korean stuffs, such as drama, songs, idols and even their make ups.
use much of my hongbao money and bought a 2nd hand 2g 8gb ipod touch, as i really want to replace my mp4,
tomorrow there will be a chalet for shi xin's departure to beijing for her 5 months attachement, too bad ah qian cannot make it...
nvm... bcuz QIAN say that she definitely coming to send shi xin to beijing and me to australia from the airport,
after the chalet, i will post things that happen during the small chalet that we book^.^...
for the meantime, i just want to say this holiday is a mad holiday, i got so much work to do[ brisbane project, PD and even maybe the upcoming FYP], i even got other thing which is importantly DRIVING, i am having a test on 9 of march and is chiong-ing for a good result, i am now able to drive quite well, but still as usual stuck at the circuit at times... thus, more practice is needed all the way till 9 of march 12pm, when the test ended.
as for PD, i really need to work hard, i feel that i am so far at the back.
as for the brisbane project, i think that is quite planned but need alot of work in typing and coming out with the shoots details and list....
but mostly, tomorrow, i will work and have fun with my darlings and also chiong all the way till.........
JUST JIA YO LOR... STILL GOT WHAT CHOICE!!!
Labels: but when one tries it, it gets hard..., things look simple
Will you ever notice me...
Sunday, February 7, 2010
5:52 AM
arab street with E24D
arab street with E24D
last art of story lesson... last pic with val
last art of story lesson... last pic with val
2nd of feb 2010,
i lost a friend whom have been with me for my year 2 semester 2,
the sudden news strike before my practical exam for production practicum,
i cried hard[ i am the type of person whom seldom cry in public and even when my relatives passed on i will only cry for a day and stop], however, i cried for days and days, my eyes were red and swollen...
the memories with her suddenly kept appearing in front of me these few days after she have passed on,
remember how we met,
remember her messages that she send me,
remember before every EOF lesson she will always message me in the morning to ask what to bring for lesson,
we even took bus 169 to yishun together before,
we even ate together with her friends at break for a few times,
she even passed some flu to me before, making me feel sick
i always remember she will always buy cheese tofu and dory fish from the canteen E1 as snacks...
she loves to eat grill fish to and always left the mash potato untouch...
we even most of the times leave the class last together....
she likes to draw anime characters and print stacks and stacks of notes....
we even talk about some personal issues,
i will always ask her to hurry up packing her stuffs shouting "ah ji, faster leh, ai kia mai..."
now, i have no more chance to hurry her to pack her stuffs, and even view her works that she drew,
even a day before her accident, we were the last ones in class, i was even hurrying her to pack her stuffs, and wait for her to leave the room together, but because my friend yu shan was waiting at the library enterance i have no choice but to say "ah ji, 我朋友在楼下等我，我先走了，see u on monday..."
and that was our last conversation ever...
now looking at the videos that james had made, and the class photo with E24D, my eyes will start to be red...
i visited her wake on the 5th of feb, after that i reached home, but after the next day when i wake up my mind starts to be filled with her images, her words, the moments.... i still don't believe she leave because the memories still ringing in my head, so clear....
on the last day of her wake which was on the 7th feb, i was not manage to go to her wake because i don't want to start weeping in front of her relatives...
because of her, i was so not myself for these few days... even when i am doing my work, i can't even focus well...
i even stop listening to "ring ding dong" for some days, as the day before she leave, i listen to ring ding dong from her laptop's itune...
it is totally a cruel news...
i think time is definitely something i need now, to cure the lost i have....
val u will always be remembered....
AH JI, I WAIT FOR YOU.......Labels: the cat u drew with ur number on my book is still there.... but u left...
Will you ever notice me...
arab street with E24D
